Thank you........? I guess :)

Good Morning 3rd of JULY!!

Stop giving chances! This is the major problem for certain girls. They keep on giving chances. And now? You think that crying is USELESS!! hahaha.. its true!

Buli cakap buduh la bha juga kan? haha.. keep on giving chance, padahal berscandal2 bha. Started to think that SEMUA SAMA SAJA! kecian la kn yg mmg bgus tu. hahaha..

Here's the deal, kalau uda balik2 kasih chance for him utk dia terus terang and tell you the truth BUT in the end ko yg tetau sendiri, nah.. jgn la uda kc dia chance tu. People mcm ni, nda hargai bha... For girls out there, STOP CRYING! and be a FIGHTER!

Most guys, dorang tingu yg cantik2 seja tu. MOST la of them. Soon, most girls wil lhave their trust issue. apa la tidak kn, uda dia syg sama tu prempuan, dia taw lagi tu guy sayang sama prempuan lain. BUT naluri prempuan sentiasa betul, most guys masih syg bha ex gf drg ni.. haha.. jadi mmg rujuk balik la bha kira tu kn? gini la dorang ni.. hahah nda menghargai apa yg d depan mata.!!!

tapi nda apa, jgn kamu sumpah2 or mcm2 la.. LET IT BE. sekarang ni masa dorang la kn. Memang hurt, but hidup ni masih jauh bha. But i know, tu hati mcm uda tertutup la uda kn. its ok.. take time. pelan2 dia buka juga tu... for now, enjoy jak ma BFF. hehehe..

There are many things that I can't describe it in words. I have a major problem with TRUST. That's my issue. I just hope u will change mr Teh! please la change tu perangai. U're wasting your time and girls' tears bha! Good day peepz! :)

Just for sharing.. My friends' story ;D

Got this one story.... Sorry, i can't mention her name here! PROHIBITED!
started like this... Marsha ( bukan nama sebenar) just broke up with her bf, mmg la bf dia ni garang gila, kuat lagi maki2, so dorang brek la.. nda lama itu, dia kenal one guy.. at first, dia mau kwn2 seja, nda la lebih bha sebab baru kenal kn..dlm fikiran dia, "skjap jak sa kwn ni, lagipun dia jauhhhhhh gila, d semenanjung, so fren2 jak lar"....

The friendship goes on.. mula2 sms2 dulu, lama2 malam2 bertelefon.. addicted la uda. Suddenly, Marsha's heart open for this guy, Larry. Buli tahan juga la ni lelaki, Good looking. For Marsha, this guy is simple BUT she love the way he is. Si Marsha ni suka lelaki yg simple2 bha.. yg suka pakai t-shirt,selipar SIMPLE IN ANYTHING. Suka la c marsha ni sama dia, sebab dia buli share everything sama dia. Open minded lagi.. OK la suma...

SUDDENLY, she never expected yg ni lelaki ada gf bha. dia ingat suma kwn seja rupa-rupanya ada gopren uda. Punya la frust dia. adehh.. luckilly, dia ada besties dia. So, she decided to let go " I love you enough to let you go, Lary"..kaka dlm hati dia. Mangkali la let go, ni lelaki pndai juga sms2 sama dia.. adehhh makin parah c marsha ni. Dia blg c Lar, "kwn jak kmi ni nda special pun. just like u and I" aisey... so, c Marsha kc la chance.

Kmu nda rasa c marsha mcm palui2 buduh2 ka? sa rasa paling la dia buduh!!! BUT, napa dia buat g2, she was trying to change him. Dia syg betul sama dia ni, so dia mau kc ubah dia. I mean playboy jadi goodboy. ngeehhhh..... After that, suma ok laarrr....

BELUM HABIS LAGI!!! One day, tergerak hati dia mau cek hp dia, adehhhhhhhhhhhh.... sandi, ada msg and gmbar lagi. CAN U IMAGINE? mcm dia mau bunuh diri seja time tu. MACAM la.. bukan mau juga dia buat betul2. dia blg " what have I done? I never play others' feeling, napa sa dpt gini arh???"... Finally, she decided to LET GO, AGAIN!

BUT, ada ni kwn dia advise la sama dia.. " Lamaaaa uda kmu kwn kn, just continue lar. Sayang kalu ko kc lupa and lose contact g2 seja. Forgive and forget la sama dia. Pray that one day dia berubah." Marsha then decided to just be friend sama dia... TAPI, tiba2 larry c taw dia, dia syg pula sama diaaaaa.......!!! adessssssssssss.... biul2 utak dia terus!

Bingung2 la juga dia ni bha. She can't stop thinking bout it. Sa ni try2 la advise, tpi sa sendiri pn nda dpt solve problem sa..ngehhhhh (mcm mna tu) hahaha... Now, for her, Let go PALING SUSAH..but, dia taw one day, dorang memang xda apa2 juga nnt. Mcm kwn, mcm bukan.. Memang c Marsha syg betul sama ni lelaki. Biarpun permulaan perkenalan dorang, byk c larry bikin smpai dia sakit ati. Sa heran dia kc lagi chance. Did God answer her prayer? C Marsha ni penghalang ka hubungan Larry sama itu prempuan? adeded...

C Marsha ni pn kalu kena minta num hp, dia kc terbalik2..sandii ko geng!! But I know deep down in her heart, she really loves Larry. But dia realize that, standard dia nda smpai pn standard c larry. Dia ckp " sa nda la cantik sngat, but sa taw, my love is beautiful"... Maybe, ada urg lain deserved dia kn? Don't u think so? -The end- trimassssssss ;D

hey..hey..hey...

Good morning bloggers! tiba2 mo update blog yaw! pelik ka itue? hahah.. There's a lot thing d utak sa skrg. Too may questions! STUPID and PATHETIC questions! How I wish I could get the answer NOW, seriously NOW!! But, biar lah... this is life rite? there's ups and down..

Feels so down BUT there's a friend of mine that told me " pujuk hati sendiri, God sudah showed the truth, ada lgi yg lain deserved you the best, ada lgi ada problem lgi besar..takan pasal dia mau sedih2 uda kn..?" oh yeah mmg betul.. but I can't help it! dei...... bidah kn?hahaha...

The truth is, every fake smiles hide a million tears! agree????? How I wish this lappy can berjalan sendiri, sa ckp sja..dia pndai menaip kn?ngehhh...

I feel so guilty that I have to do that way just to find out the truth, BUT look at the bright side, kalu sa nda buat g2, sampai bila2 bha sa mcm gini kn? adui.... So sorry!! but its time to move on and get a life. I need a fresh track and new highway! haha.

but i guess, its better fro me to not involve in any relationship. you know why? I just don't have that trust anymore. " Sorry, my heart is closed for renovation"... I don't have the power to change anything and everything, I believe that God is always there with me, Holding my hands and guide me through this difficult time.

"Dear God, Bless him,open his mind, his heart and guide him to get a better life in the future. Forgive him as he just don't realize."

Some say, love you enough to let you go, Lenn say " I just don't love you this big anymore" Happy day peepz! ;D p.s mmg teruk la my rojak kn? ahaha.. my grammar getting worst!

99 things that.......... bla bla bla bla

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what? Uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed p******cats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your unclothed eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72.. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73.. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationship

CONFUSED vs TRUTH

"bha gini2 la kita ni,besa2 jak"

I keep on wondering WHAT IS GOING ON?!!

How I wish you know how I feel. Ikut ati mau jga sa katuk kepala ko laju, bukan marah mau kc sedar bha..hehe~!

The main thing is, to love someone is not an action but an expression. If there's no love then the best thing is let go. Let the girl go, hurt her now than later.

Penting ka mau honest? "HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY!" pnah dengar? "THE TRUTH IS BITTER"... urg bilang, kalu mo kasih senang ati tapi penipuan buat apa? buang liur,masa and tenaga jak...BUANG KARAN!!

All i want to know is, HOW YOU FEEL? susah ka ituuuuuu??? "Yes, I love and care for you"......... "Im sorry, better kita jadi kwn2 jak, ok bha kn??".. which one is the answer?.. "we'll be together, would you give us a chance?"... uiseyy~!

I've been waiting for these 2 years for a 100% sure answer, sadly, I never get one!! Distance is not a problem for me, all you need is to tell me the truth! Matured people learn to accept the truth, and move on with their life... Kenyataan tu buli d terima bha.. pelan2.. it takes time. Time heals everything!!

What should I do? Let you go? or keep you?or what!? Why is it so hard to tell the truth!? Nda suka, ckp nda suka... kalu nda syg, ckp nda syg!

so damn confused!!!!!!!!! You know how I feels, I do care for you... :/

Memang la bha jeles.. :/

memang lumrah la bh if suddenly the guy you love is with another girl BUT, BUT, BUT the point is you can't do anything. You can't force him or control him. that's the fact. Why girls get jealous? It is because they feel so insecure, and they think that they are not good enough. THAT'S THE REASON WHY GUYS!!! Some girls just keep it for themselves, some are not. You will never realize this until she acts really weirds. Take a note, it is hurt!!
but what can you do? You can't do anything just give a fake smile to everybody around you and sleep with dried tears every night. BUT hey, it takes time to recover.hahaha... sooner or later you have to choose. Either one of them is hurt or you have to hurt yourself. deal with it! ketamakan membawa padah! Go easy with it, let time heals everything. I keep on smiling and laughing, and I know that im not your taste, my standard doesn't reach your level yet. Good morning raining, thanx for watching me.. :')

No ordinary love~!!! :p

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything i want in life is right here

'cause this is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
With your extraordinary love

I get so weak
When you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my weary eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You are every breath that i breathe

Chorus:
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
With your extraordinary love

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that i just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that i adore
Can't we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'cause it feels so good to me

This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
With your extraordinary love

ask me, i'll answer in a different way! :D

Lain negeri, lain adat..Lain negara, lain suhu..lain perempuan, lain perangai! NOT ALL OF US ARE THE SAME!! Loving someone is not because of his face,money,cars..blaa...blaaa..blaaaa! nda minat larr... THE MOST IMPORTANT THING is Your HEART,SOUL,MIND and ATTITUDE!! Being with someone that you love is when u are with him, it is you all along.. YOU,YOU,YOU and not a faker!! jgn tiba2 mau trip2 ayu, padahal ganas! ahaha.. just be yourself mah... Loving someone is because of LEVEL OF COMFORTABLE..WHY?.... duh-uh peepz, jgn paksa bha kalu nda suka kn??? hohoho :O Next, fall in love with someone that is open minded. You can share everything with this person. Tiada lagi malu,segan silu. tidak suka rantai, ikat2, malam baru bergayut di pukuk sampai patah, and EVERYNIGHT IS VALENTINE's DAY! yihaaa.. nda pyh mau jaga h/p 24/7! auwwww... that's what I love about you!! dearest friends, whats important is when you love someone, tell him immediately..cepat2 kC taw!!! Don't ever be a PLAYERS. ko taw ka itu KARMA? nahhhhhhhhhh...jaga2 la kmurang! jgn tamaha, rugi saja tue! ngehh... goodnight guys! may God bless all of you!!! *hugs

wish you guys know!! READ

1. We don’t like it when you fart. Especially if you do it in bed, or while we’re eating. Gross, not funny… and you’re wasting your time thinking that we’ll ever “learn to love them.”

2. Don’t make fun of us when we’re with our friends. Funny in small doses, annoying when you do it constantly. Keep doing it and you’ll pretty much guarantee yourself no “goodies” for awhile.

3. We know you’re hot, that’s one of the reasons we’re dating you. But that doesn’t mean you have to act like you know how hot you are by constantly walking around shirtless, flexing your muscles, etc. Confidence is hot – cockiness is not.

4. Even if you guys say you like us better dressed down with no makeup, wearing makeup and dressing up makes us feel pretty and boosts our confidence, so at least reward the hard work we do to make ourselves look good by telling us so.

5. Those t-shirts with the giant designs on the front (or, worse, the button downs with the giant designs on the back) are not cute. They are douchey. Please don’t wear them. (Also on this list: sweatbands, sweatpants with the elastic in the bottom, slip on sandals and over-sized plastic sunglasses with giant designers names on the side.)

6. Holidays and anniversaries might not seem like a big deal to you, but they are to us. Even if we say we don’t want something for Valentine’s Day, we want something. It isn’t the “thing” we care about; it is the fact that you are thinking about us. So think about us, dammit.

7. Thongs are really uncomfortable. You may think they are the end all be all of sexy, but they hurt.

8. Our friends are like a second family to us, so once you’re in with them, you’re set for life. Even though we know they’re loud and obnoxious sometimes, learn to love ‘em. We deal with your boys, so do the same for us.

9. There’s nothing we hate more than being called crazy or dramatic. No matter how much you think we overreact about our problems, they matter to us and we need you on our side to support us, rather than making us feel worse.

10. If it’s possible that there is anything worse than calling us crazy, it’s comparing us to other girls. I know it’s a double standard that we should be allowed to drool over any shirtless picture of Zac Efron we find in Us Weekly, while freaking out when you make a comment about any female celeb in a bikini. You might not realize it, but we automatically compare ourselves to every other girl on the planet, so saying another girl is hot makes us think we’re not good enough. Crazy, maybe, but we’re just being honest.

To love or to leave?

Here's the deal... bila ko mmg syg tu urg, bukan senang mau ubah hati or pandangan. BUT what will you do when, the one you love not sure apa feeling dia actually. Whose to blame? will you wait? or will you leave? They said, MOVE on.. mcm mna mau move on, if your heart sticks with that particular person? hahaha.. *weird
DISTANCE? 5 years? 7 years?... NOT A BIG problem! you can keep on waiting, as long as there is a guarantee that there is a declaration. U and your heart got issue, who will you turn to? I turn to GOD! it is simple, If you love that person, kC taw saja bha... IF dia walk away, and be with someone else... don't ever regret!! its your FAULT!! hohoho... selamat LUNCH peeps! no daging plsss... TGIF~! :D

In a mood......

guess what peeps? Im addicted to blogging! hahaha... my mood is quite good! ngeehh... sa mau start blogging uda.. nda taw kenapa, mmg funny la kn.. but..khakhakhk~~ well, HELLO BLOGGERS!!! :D