Friday, February 12, 2010

MariaH LeNny...

When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone

when you keep crying out to be saved
but nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And everytime I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail


And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say
I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN!

, ~Everytime I'm feeling down, I always remember this song. This song is about when we 'falling down' there is always a way to for us to make it. Some people think that, suicide is the only way but for me IT IS NOT! Honestly, people always think that I have no problem at all. I always laugh n cheerful, but actually IM NOT! I remember when someone that I loved passed away couple of months before my SPM, a person that give me hope but at the end we ended up nothing although I've been loyal for 7 months. Its really frustrating. I people out there always have thier own probs too but dont give up k? Dont be afraid.This song I dedicate to you guys shows how much I care about you all...May God Bless you all.. LoVe LeNN..

Thursday, February 11, 2010

I hate DIB!


"I hate this course!!!"..So sorry, Im quite frustrated when I knew that I've got this course. I want to be a lawyer! this course can't make my dreams come true!!!arrrggghhhhhhh~~frussst! Besides, I don' like numbering!!eeeuuuwww....!!What will happen 2 me!!!???
During marching practise, I've found out that we had the best seniour ever! They treat us like friends as long as we respect them.So flexible and take good care of us!i think its a blessing for all of us!
WE ARE FAMILY!!! DIB2 ONLY!! I have lots of friends that sporting,crazy and supportive!We support each and everyone if us. These what makes me happy and make me forget all my problems!
Now what happen??still the same mahh..heheh~I hope it will stay the same. I just wondering, what will happen for the next 5 years??Will You guys remember me??will You guys keep all the memories? WILL YOU???

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Neither simple nor complicated life of mine.

"I'M ALONE"..This word always came out from my mind. I was born in a small family. Just my brother and me. When he was 18, he joined the army as it was he's dream. I was 8 years old that time and I'm always alone at home. I know how to cook,do all the chores and make sure the house is always clean. My mum is a veterinarian here in Papar. My daddy was a medical offshore at Shell. After a long time, I love being alone at home. I can do anything I want as long I know how to hide the "evident".
Since i was 9 years old, I wanted to be a successful lawyer. Although my History is terrible, I still managed to get B. Why I want to be a lawyer???
1) I love the income..*kaching..Kaching*$$
2) I love justice..Fair and square!!!
3) Big car(s)..Big House(s)..I'm talking plural here...
4) Most important thing, Make my parent proud with me!
To make both my parents proud is not easy. Although i know they are proud with anything that I do, still it was not enough for me! I want their friends talking about my success and I don't want they talking about others success! That's VICTORY for me!!!!
That was long time ago..(not really long), Now, I have to set my mind!I want to be MALAYSIAN GOVERMENT BANK's MANAGER!!!..I want to be the next Zetty Aziz.Yaa..Yaa.. I know, its funny BUT Nothing in this world is impossible, right???Actually I hate numbers, but since its a blessing in disguise for me..I must go on with it. To be part of UiTM is not easy. I believe things happen for a reason.
Just be happy with what you are. Just cry if you are sad.Just deal with all the challenges HE gave to you because at the end of the day the stars will shine high up the sky..No matter day or night. I'm not talking gibberish here..God Bless You, My dearest friends!!!!