Just for sharing.. My friends' story ;D

Got this one story.... Sorry, i can't mention her name here! PROHIBITED!
started like this... Marsha ( bukan nama sebenar) just broke up with her bf, mmg la bf dia ni garang gila, kuat lagi maki2, so dorang brek la.. nda lama itu, dia kenal one guy.. at first, dia mau kwn2 seja, nda la lebih bha sebab baru kenal kn..dlm fikiran dia, "skjap jak sa kwn ni, lagipun dia jauhhhhhh gila, d semenanjung, so fren2 jak lar"....

The friendship goes on.. mula2 sms2 dulu, lama2 malam2 bertelefon.. addicted la uda. Suddenly, Marsha's heart open for this guy, Larry. Buli tahan juga la ni lelaki, Good looking. For Marsha, this guy is simple BUT she love the way he is. Si Marsha ni suka lelaki yg simple2 bha.. yg suka pakai t-shirt,selipar SIMPLE IN ANYTHING. Suka la c marsha ni sama dia, sebab dia buli share everything sama dia. Open minded lagi.. OK la suma...

SUDDENLY, she never expected yg ni lelaki ada gf bha. dia ingat suma kwn seja rupa-rupanya ada gopren uda. Punya la frust dia. adehh.. luckilly, dia ada besties dia. So, she decided to let go " I love you enough to let you go, Lary"..kaka dlm hati dia. Mangkali la let go, ni lelaki pndai juga sms2 sama dia.. adehhh makin parah c marsha ni. Dia blg c Lar, "kwn jak kmi ni nda special pun. just like u and I" aisey... so, c Marsha kc la chance.

Kmu nda rasa c marsha mcm palui2 buduh2 ka? sa rasa paling la dia buduh!!! BUT, napa dia buat g2, she was trying to change him. Dia syg betul sama dia ni, so dia mau kc ubah dia. I mean playboy jadi goodboy. ngeehhhh..... After that, suma ok laarrr....

BELUM HABIS LAGI!!! One day, tergerak hati dia mau cek hp dia, adehhhhhhhhhhhh.... sandi, ada msg and gmbar lagi. CAN U IMAGINE? mcm dia mau bunuh diri seja time tu. MACAM la.. bukan mau juga dia buat betul2. dia blg " what have I done? I never play others' feeling, napa sa dpt gini arh???"... Finally, she decided to LET GO, AGAIN!

BUT, ada ni kwn dia advise la sama dia.. " Lamaaaa uda kmu kwn kn, just continue lar. Sayang kalu ko kc lupa and lose contact g2 seja. Forgive and forget la sama dia. Pray that one day dia berubah." Marsha then decided to just be friend sama dia... TAPI, tiba2 larry c taw dia, dia syg pula sama diaaaaa.......!!! adessssssssssss.... biul2 utak dia terus!

Bingung2 la juga dia ni bha. She can't stop thinking bout it. Sa ni try2 la advise, tpi sa sendiri pn nda dpt solve problem sa..ngehhhhh (mcm mna tu) hahaha... Now, for her, Let go PALING SUSAH..but, dia taw one day, dorang memang xda apa2 juga nnt. Mcm kwn, mcm bukan.. Memang c Marsha syg betul sama ni lelaki. Biarpun permulaan perkenalan dorang, byk c larry bikin smpai dia sakit ati. Sa heran dia kc lagi chance. Did God answer her prayer? C Marsha ni penghalang ka hubungan Larry sama itu prempuan? adeded...

C Marsha ni pn kalu kena minta num hp, dia kc terbalik2..sandii ko geng!! But I know deep down in her heart, she really loves Larry. But dia realize that, standard dia nda smpai pn standard c larry. Dia ckp " sa nda la cantik sngat, but sa taw, my love is beautiful"... Maybe, ada urg lain deserved dia kn? Don't u think so? -The end- trimassssssss ;D

hey..hey..hey...

Good morning bloggers! tiba2 mo update blog yaw! pelik ka itue? hahah.. There's a lot thing d utak sa skrg. Too may questions! STUPID and PATHETIC questions! How I wish I could get the answer NOW, seriously NOW!! But, biar lah... this is life rite? there's ups and down..

Feels so down BUT there's a friend of mine that told me " pujuk hati sendiri, God sudah showed the truth, ada lgi yg lain deserved you the best, ada lgi ada problem lgi besar..takan pasal dia mau sedih2 uda kn..?" oh yeah mmg betul.. but I can't help it! dei...... bidah kn?hahaha...

The truth is, every fake smiles hide a million tears! agree????? How I wish this lappy can berjalan sendiri, sa ckp sja..dia pndai menaip kn?ngehhh...

I feel so guilty that I have to do that way just to find out the truth, BUT look at the bright side, kalu sa nda buat g2, sampai bila2 bha sa mcm gini kn? adui.... So sorry!! but its time to move on and get a life. I need a fresh track and new highway! haha.

but i guess, its better fro me to not involve in any relationship. you know why? I just don't have that trust anymore. " Sorry, my heart is closed for renovation"... I don't have the power to change anything and everything, I believe that God is always there with me, Holding my hands and guide me through this difficult time.

"Dear God, Bless him,open his mind, his heart and guide him to get a better life in the future. Forgive him as he just don't realize."

Some say, love you enough to let you go, Lenn say " I just don't love you this big anymore" Happy day peepz! ;D p.s mmg teruk la my rojak kn? ahaha.. my grammar getting worst!